Last 2 days
yes,last 2 days had been a very unpleasent day for me. Worst still, it was him who paid the consequences of my immaturity. I am not blogging here to ask for pityness. The purpose is to remind me not to go through such stupid and silly mistakes again. Because what I’ve done, it hurts him so much and I really regretted it. It was a very selfish act indeed.
The best part is, he still never give up on me. Advising me and etc but all I did was I zha-ed him back with so much of cruelty and sarcatism. It was something I never thought I will do but eventually, yes, I did it, to someone I actually love so much.
I was once told that female species is a very dangerous species on earth. You hurt them once, they will repay you double of what you’ve done. And I teased my friend saying I wasnt like that. Like never! Unfortunately, I am like that though I was not hurt at all. Instead I hurt him with words that are so cruel that you would even jump off the cliff :/
Regretted as much, I do not want to do such thing again. And when I said it hurts me too to say such things, it is true. Though I know it hurts you (x Infinity) more than ever.
I am so gonna change. I have to. No more hurting the person I love and care most =)
