yes,last 2 days had been a very unpleasent day for me. Worst still, it was him who paid the consequences of my immaturity. I am not blogging here to ask for pityness. The purpose is to remind me not to go through such stupid and silly mistakes again. Because what I’ve done, it hurts him so much and I really regretted it. It was a very selfish act indeed.
The best part is, he still never give up on me. Advising me and etc but all I did was I zha-ed him back with so much of cruelty and sarcatism. It was something I never thought I will do but eventually, yes, I did it, to someone I actually love so much.
I was once told that female species is a very dangerous species on earth. You hurt them once, they will repay you double of what you’ve done. And I teased my friend saying I wasnt like that. Like never! Unfortunately, I am like that though I was not hurt at all. Instead I hurt him with words that are so cruel that you would even jump off the cliff :/
Regretted as much, I do not want to do such thing again. And when I said it hurts me too to say such things, it is true. Though I know it hurts you (x Infinity) more than ever.
I am so gonna change. I have to. No more hurting the person I love and care most =)
Goodness. The big fat lazy arse handsome prince of mine is still in his slumber. Everyday also sleep till bout 3pm -_- no good one ahh!! People already “morning sunshine” and “morning sunflower” d and yet, my prince is still curling up in his slumber.
I guess it was the laughing gas this morning at 4am with him. Just out of sudden, I was laughing hard and it was so contagious that he laughed even louder than me.hahahha
Then we wished each other goodnight and gave kisses and mushi-mushi then KONG.
And i laughed like a cute hyena princess,like always.LOL
xoxo
“ If you only knew,that I am crazy for you,then you’ll understand.If i only knew,what you’re going through,then I’ll understand.
— The Moffats - If you only knew.
so woooo~~ midnight business huh.to all ya’ll pervert brains, dont worry it aint all the mushimushi stuff.lmao.
darling came down for durians and we headed to Aeon to get tickets for late night movie Ice Age. Overall, I’ll rate the movie 3.5/5. It’s hilarious and entertaining at the same time. But most importantly, I was in darling’s arm throughout the whole movie. While I’m hugging his arm, he stroked me hair T_T so nice. The typical life we dream of!
and hor!!i was wearing his huge warm sweater.hehehe..so cozy that I can die instantly.ROFL
after that,went for mamak and came home.Darling tapao-ed 2 biji of durians and he loves it so much ^^ hope u enjoy it aight =)
alright,i’m awfully tired already.heading to bed now.xoxo,muaxxxx!!
“ I wrote this song
It’s not too long
cause I’m the one who loves you
i wrote this song
this can’t be wrong
I don’t wanna smile without you
— Sing Along Song by Khalil Fong
